Farewell

You live where many people do..
They are clever .. or they only suppose to

You just listen ..
.. they talk too much..
Everyone knows you the best

You must agree there..
You do what they tell..
Reasonable as well
They know you very well..
But you send them to hell..
... and wish farewell

You do fly high above..
Leaving just a few fellows..
Near you they want to be
But look what they see

And suddenly 
What happened 
What the hell
They wished you farewell
.. as well

But not their mistake it was..
Though you being so gross..

You sent away the best you had
Being blind and being deaf
Walking alone is what you have
You lowered down your head...
Do you know why you're so sad?

...Never ever will you see
... what otherwise you could be

When looking at old photos..
These are not my foes!
They once were so close

Though it kills you
Watching them
From the distance
From far away

Not able to speak to them
You don't own all the phlegm
You're worried to look at them
You want all bad things to disappear
Your life again to be so clear

No problems whatsoever
Being friends forever and ever

..like you used to be once 
No more verses
...just drink and dance

New Life

Do we live in the world ....
or just survive?

days pass by...
one after another

we grow older
telling ourselves:

learn from the past
live in the present
bear the future in your mind...

we do not care
life is changing
from day to day

though, our life ...
is simple

we...
are simple

thus, we make things hard
we don't live how we like
other things we might preffer
but, really, do we care?

We're just used to being someone else
although many things we'd like to reverse
there is no time nor place
'cause the time has changed
and then, only


try to forget
and don't regret

I'm so sorry

Without a soul there is no life

Where am I now?


Though, only one's life can fill that mine

Who the hell am I?


Everything has changed

I'm so lost in here!


Even my heart is not the same


I'm so sorry..


Thus, it's time to leave

I'm so sorry;


It's time to disappear,
to let live,
to let all this behind,
and not turning back,
not ruining everything again;

I'm so sorry

Illusions..

What if

you're asking

what if not


You've always desired to see the sunset

but you're still worried to go!


Whether alone or not 

you look at snow

like it summer was

but you never go..

play like a child

until very very dark


tho you know ..


it might be right there

the rainbow behind the door


... you've never gone and tried

where're the keys you've always asked